“You are here, Stay with me”

By Cathy Wang

When I was a little kid, I had a dream.

I love singing, I love music.

When I was a little kid, I thought it was easy.

So I asked dad:”Can I be a singer?” or “Can I be a pianist?”

And dad smiled and said to me:”Yes, you can, honey. ”

After that time, I began to work hard .

When the other kids were playing games,

I was playing the piano.

When they were making fun, I was studying.

Why?  Because that’s my dream.

When I grown up, I just knew that it was not easy to make the dream come true.

Many people around me said you cannot do this!

I failed, one time, two times, three times, even more………

I’ve cried, I’ve been depressed, but I never give up!

Because I know, God! You’ve been here with me all the time!

Here! Inside my heart!

Even how alone I am, even how sad I am, even how I failed

You will always be my side; you will always hear my prayer; and you will always give me your strength!!

That’s the dream you gave me!

That’s what my life is gonna be!

Maybe no one will know it, how I spend the nights.

I cannot sleep, I see the stars in the sky, they are so bright and lively, and I begin to pray,

For a new day will be coming.

Anyone will fail;

Anyone will do the wrong thing;

So why can’t I cry?

Why can’t I try after I failed?

Actually I have never been alone, I never lost my ways.

Because what?

Because God you are here, stay with me.

I never saw you, I never touched you.

But——–

I can feel you, you are in the deep of my heart.

You are here, stay with me.

So as usual, today’s night is also cold; and the stars are also shinning in the sky;

I close my eyes and smile.

A tear from eyes drop down across my face, my heart.

Not for sad, it’s for grateful and thankfulness;

For I know, I finally found the reason I can keep my dream.

It’s you, My God!  I’ll praise you God!

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